Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Boring Days and Crazy Nights

So over the past few days not alot has gone on in Toxia. She had been wandering the streets feeling like she should run into a wall to see if she was still awake and there. Currently she sits on the steps with her head in between her legs halfway tempted to twiddle her thumbs. She was that bored. Standing up stretching she decides to walk around inside the church for a bit. Slowly easing her way inside the door she looks around noticing that no one was inside the church. Smiling, she is pleased..sometimes the peace and quiet is soothing, she heads up the aisle to have a seat in one of the front pews about the time she reaches the front she hears a faint noise. Before she realizes what happens she feels a solid object strike the back of her head. The next events are all a blur as she is knocked unconscious. The next thing she knows she wakes up in the most extreme pain she has ever felt in her whole entire life. She tries to move, weak and struggling she attempts to look around, only able to see out of one eye she quickly realizes she has been crucified and is bound to the cross. As the blood drips down over her body from her wounds she starts to slip in and out of conscsiousness from the pain. At one point she vaguly remembers seeing Jon come running in. As she was laid down on the couch inside the Church's office she holds onto her stomach, as the blood seeps thru her fingers. A missing finger and a gash across the stomach she panics and asked for help from the Omegas. Denny, with the Omega Institute, had once saved her life before and she hoped and prayed that between Jon and Denny, her life could be saved once again.

Jon did everything he could to seal her wounds, everytime the wounds closed, they reopened again just as quickly... causing more and more pain. Letting out a small screem she asked and pleaded for Jon to stop. The pain she was experiencing would not stop and was only getting worse. She didn't know everything that was wrong with her, all she knew was she felt like she was going to die. The next thing she knew Denny arrived.. he did not seem in his normal state, but at this time there was no way she could tell whats wrong. Soon after, Lady Omega and Poncho followed in. Inbetween managing the pain she knew that things did not look well. Lady Omega and Poncho were furious. Something wasn't right. Before she knew it she noticed a dark cloud swell around her and her pain fanished as quickly as the cloud did. She looked to Denny, thanking him with her eyes as she struggled to sit up. Before she could compose her thoughts Lady Omega was in front of her. Lady Omega was a powerful Vampire, that she had not been around much, but respected and feared at the same time. The leader of the Omega Institute, she knew that she was both wise and powerful. She looked up to Lady Omega as she asked her if she was feeling better. She slightly stammered out "Yes Ma'am". Outraged Lady Omega brought a hand to her neck, tightening her fingers, she growled "Now tell me what happened". Scared, she backed herself up against the couch. Vish quickly told her the chain of events that led to her being there. As Lady Omega's grip got tighter she asked why Vish had called for the Omega's. Stammering Vish tried to explain how Denny had once saved her life and that she thought he could help her again. She looked up to meet Lady Omega's eyes once more as Lady Omega growled at her "If I found out you have been lieing to me, you will pay." She quickly replyed to Lady Omega, there is no reason that she would ever lie to her, ever. She wanted to make sure that nothing crushed the good standing of the Righteous to the Omega Institute. As the Omega's left the room, Jon looked down at her as he moved and collapsed on the couch. She immediately tucked her knees to her chest and stared down at the ground. Jon reassured her everything was going to be okay, as she chocked back any tears only slightly sniffling.

The next day she sat perched up on one of the concrete pillars reflecting on what had happened. She watched as some Shadows chased each other around fighting, she paid them no mind. Since everything with her and Janvier was cleared, she avoided the shadows as much as possible. She smiled as Jortek and Grace came over for some small idle chit chat. Jon came shortly there after. He checked on how she was doing and then gave her the wonderful news. Because of the recent events she was now to go with him where ever she went. She sighs. Well at least she wasn't grounded to the church. She frowned as she hopped off the platform and followed Jon to go start the patrol.

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Party at Haven

She looks at herself in the mirror, leaning in to check in the dim lighting to make sure she looked okay. Granted she was hard as a rock on the inside, but she still wanted to look good. She stepped back and turned to the side sucking in her stomach and then pooching it out slightly. She laughed.. it was harder to pooch out then she expected, she did have a smooth hard stomach from training constantly. Her hand ran up her side and brushed over a fresh long scab where she got a friendly reminder earlier this week of how much more training she needed to do. She brushed down her skirt and readjusted her top as she did one more final look over in the mirror. She turned and pushed open the bathroom door that led back out into the main bar of Haven. Haven was a place where everyone in Toxia could get togeather and share a drink without the fear of being killed or hunted. Now.. once you stepped outside those doors.. thats a completely different story. She scanned the smoke filled room and smirked as she saw how crowded it had gotten just in the few minutes that she was in the restroom. A well known DJ was working that night and had advertised well. She smiled as she saw many of her fellow righteous by the bar. Heading over to meet with them she groaned slightly when she overheard Janvier's voice in the background. She rolled her eyes and kept walking.. she was not here for drama tonight she was hear for fun! She leaned over the bar trying to catch the bartenders attention knowing a shot of Whiskey would do the trick. As she turned around to lean on the bar as she waited for her order she studied the room, she saw so many of her new friends and acquaintances there that night. She leaned back and slowly sipped her drink when it finally arrived.
Not to long after she had finished her first drink the dj made an announcement of a strip off. She shook her head and laughed. There was no way she would ever do that again.. She danced ions ago before she ever came to Tox, but that was to try and provide money and food for her family. There was no way, NO WAY, she would get up on stage again and take her clothes off... She scanned the stage and sighed when she saw one of her friends from the Ryders up there. No, she still wasn't doing it. No, No, No. She watched as the stage stood empty with only her, then she heard the cash prize. 4000L are you kidding? She set her drink down and walked up there to stand by Mal. There was no way that she was going to turn down the chance to win that much cash.. Mal grinned at her and she just shrugged "I couldn't leave you up here by your lonesome" The dj then boldly announced that the contest was about to begin. She was amazed at how many people came running up to the stage, then she winced as she saw who took the front and center chair. Some girl from some faction took the stage first, it took everything she had not to laugh at her as she stumbled about barely catching any of the men's attention. It was then Mal's turn, she knew Mal would be her toughest competition.. I mean look at her. If this were a different life she would even consider hitting on Mal. She laughed softly as they called her name. She struted to the stage immediately catching everyone's attention. Her sultry blonde hair and her full length body tattoo helped keep some eyes on her. She began to dance moving her hips and body to the music as she flirted with her smile and her eyes to all the men around her. Right when she turned her lowering herself to grind her hips on the floor Janvier looked directly at her. She tried to write it off and ignore him but he caught her attention with a few simple words.. "Win this competition and I'll let your family live" She acknowledge his words by leaning back displaying herself to all of Haven doing whatever she could. She stood up at the end of her song smiling at Mal.. she laughed, she had fun she truly didn't care anymore if she won or lost.. she would deal with the demon later. She laughed and joked with Mal as a few other girls did what they could. Mal and her knew they both had no competition. She clapped and applauded letting out lots of cat calls as the DJ announced Mal as the winner. She wasn't hurt, she was glad it went to her. She hopped off the stage deciding to call it a night. She was glad she was able to cut loose for a night letting her worries lay to the side, but she knew as she walked out the doors into the crisp cool night.. tomorrow was a whole different story..

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

The kiss...

continued from before...

He pressed her body up against the wall pushing his full body weight against her exhibiting his strength. She closed her eyes as her breathing slowed unsure what to do. He whispered in her ear for her to relax as he softly nibbled on it with his sharp fangs.. She did as he told her to do relaxing her body against his.. Her mind racing wondering what exactly she was getting herself into, she was scared, she was nervous, she was curious, she was.. wait a second what the hell was she doing? She opened her eyes immediately her body growing stiff. Instantly he reacted to this running his hands over her arms trying to soothe her. He kisses her neck softly as he moves into gentle kisses along her collar bone to the other side of her neck nibbling softly on her ear. Her body immediately reacts to this as she squirms slightly and relaxes once again. He runs his hands down over her back to her ass lifting her up against him as he moves his lips to hers kissing her softly. She returns his kiss with a passion that she did not know she contained, she felt enchanted by his hands and his lips, she was hungry for him. He moved his mouth from her lips kissing along her chin softly to her ear again as one hand slowly tilted her head to the side. She whimpered softly in anticipation.. Her pulse quickened as he kissed her once again on her neck sucking on it softly with his lips. She hears him murmur relax as he brushes over her skin with his fangs giving her a hint of what was to come.. she closed her eyes and left herself vulnerable to him. She felt his arm wrap around her waist pulling her close to him as he growled softly sinking his fangs into her neck. She let out a soft gasp, but to her surprise she felt no pain.. she felt her heart beat quicken as her knees grew weak beneath her. Her breathing slowed as he slowly lowered her to the ground keeping her steady a constant low growl from his throat as he swallowed her blood slowly. She let out a small whimper, when he finally pulled away, her body felt weak but yet at the same time more satsified then it ever has been. She slumped onto the floor not wanting to say a word. He looked down to her lifting her chin slightly as he smiled "That my dear Vi is a Vampire's Kiss". She looked up to him, feeling vulnerable, she mumbled a soft thank you. She knew now that her curiosity had been met, and from the way she reacted to this vampire that she would never be able to do it again. It left her in a weak, foggy daze..something she could not handle, she could not let herself be vulnerable. She forced herself to stand, looking over to her dear friend.. "Thank you" he nodded, he knew, anyone that knew her understood. He watched as she walked out the door saying softly "Be safe Vi, Be safe". She paused slightly turning back to look at him nodding as she set off on a jog down the street.

Saturday, April 19, 2008

Vampire Kisses

She awakes in her bed panting sweat rolling off her body... she sits up immediately shaking her head to clear the nightmares that haunt her. She looks around and rests a hand on the spot next to her, empty as always. She laughs softly to herself knowing that even tho she took that angel to her bed he would not stay. They never do. She should feel used, but she knows she is not the one to emotionally attach herself to men nor women when it comes to relationships. She was the one that simply used the men to feed her need, never caring if they stayed or left. She turned to stand wondering if maybe one day someone would change her mind on how she felt, she wanted to know what it was like to have someone love her unconditionally despite her flaws and history. Much like the love that her dear brother Wicked and CJ have.

Her stomach growls diverting her focus to the hunger pains. She slowly rolls out of bed and begins to dress. She grabs some dry bread from the kitchen as she walks out the door to face yet another muggy day in Toxia. She slowly eats the bread as she walks down the street, not paying much attention to her surroundings. It seems like more and more she cannot tear away from the thoughts racing in her head. She stops at a corner to look around, as she leans up against the wall she feels a flick of a tail and a soft purr. She smiles knowing that her friend GG was the one taunting her. She looks over her shoulder and grins "Hello dear..." GG looks back to her excited, she tells Vish about her day. As she nods and listens to GG she frequently scans the streets not wanting anything to take her by surprise when all of a sudden GG mentions a word that always catches her ears "Vampire". She looks down and studies GG "Vampire?" Vish knew vampires were dangerous souls, she thought all of them were evil, wanting to slay every one she came across... till she came to Tox. She has met several vampires along the way that have now become good acquaintances. There were a few that she trusted. A feeling came over her as she closed her eyes, remembering a dream that she had not long ago. A night of passion with an unknown vampire, she craved to know what it was like.. the Vampires Kiss, the soft bite. She snaps to attention as she sees GG fidgiting next to her, she looks over to her and smiles "Sorry, I lost myself in my thoughts again..." GG curious looks up to her "Oh, and where were they this time V?" She chuckles softly wondering if she should tell GG of her hidden desires she looks down at her friends curious face and smiles "I want to be biten by a Vampire, I want to know if the rumor is true..." GG's smile fades "Is that safe?" Vish looks past GG and down the street to the Vampire on the corner she has grown to trust "Only one way to find out..."

As she approaches him she trys not to seem nervous.. running thru her mind what exactly was she going to ask him.. is she crazy.. she shakes her head continuing herself on she mumbles to herself "Just do it or you'll never get it out of your head". As she slows her step she looks up to him and smiles at the same time he looks over to hers their eyes meeting he lets out a sheepish grin. "Dear Vi, what do I say deserves this pleasure" She looks over, almost inspecting him, not sure why, she knew he was strong, his strength greather then hers she smiles "I have a few questions I wanted to ask you Vampire." He cocks his head to the side curious and chuckles softly, he is always amused whenever she addresses him as such "Go ahead, Vi, I am all ears."
"The rumor, is it true? That a human can be biten by a Vampire and not convert?" He smiles and looks at her, the curiosity shining in his eyes "Yes, it is called the vampire's kiss... Why do you ask?" She looks down to the ground avoiding his eye contact "For no reason really..." He takes a hand and lifts it out to her touching her chin making her look him in the eye "Since when did you start lieing to me Vi.. tell me what it is you need.." he pauses "or desire....". She blushes immediately, knowing that he knows she cannot put the words into place to tell him what exactly she wants. He smiles at her and looks around.. "This is not the place, follow me.." Obiendently she falls in step behind him, unsure what exactly she was doing, but then again she never really does. He leads her to a old abandoned warehouse where they enter quietly, he looks around before turning to her.. "This should do, no one should bother us here" She looks up to him, scared, not wanting to tell him that she was so..but she knew she had to know.. she wanted to know what it was like.

To be Continued.....

Friday, April 18, 2008

The day of all days

As she stands and watches down the street she tries to focus, tries to clear her mind of the horrible events that have brought her to this point, tries to figure out what she can do to fix all the problems.. as her mind races movement in the street catches her eye. Her body instantly stiffens and she raises a hand to grab one of the handles to a blade on her back .. ready for whatever who...or it.. maybe. She relaxes as she sees it is the angel she has come to know as Jortek. He smiles and waves to her as he gracefully moves into the church. She lets out the breath that she had been holding and looks behind her as he walks in, she once again scans the street. Realizing she needed a moment to herself to try and calm her nerves she takes off to one of her favorite spots in the city. She jogs down the street, making sure to take the long way to avoid any chance of going near the pit, she slows to a walk when she passes by the Haven not wanting to alert any of her fellow members that maybe inside having a drink. After clearing the area she moves back into a slow jog, her feet heavy from the weight of her boots, she rounds a corner, she looks to the side and her eyes sadden as she sees two childrens park toys on the street corner, reminding her that this place used to actually be a thriving city.. she shakes her head as she continues to move forward rounding yet another corner she slows to a walk as she approaches the spot, her favorite spot..

She sits down on the ragged and torn blanket that someone must have left there ages ago and relaxes as she looks out over the ledge taking in the scenary of the sunset and the beautiful waves crashing against the rocks. She ignores the barrel of Toxic waste floating in the water and the blood stains by her feet, this was where she felt safe, this is where she could come to think. She leans back resting her weight on her hands as she stretches her legs forward. The first thought that comes to her mind is her twin Devi.. born only minutes apart, she has never felt a greater bond or love for anyone else in the world. She worries for her sister, worries that this place will change her sweet, caring, innocent nature. Devi being the only one to actually have witnessed their parents death, she feels that Devi may never be the same mentally stable person she once was. She turns her head and looks out over the ocean landscape and wonders where exactly or what exactly her sister was doing at that time...

She lets out a deep sigh as her thoughts move past those of her sister to a series of events that happened one dark night. She flicks a rock softly with her fingers as she lays down placing her hands behind her head to stare up at the sky. Her self control has never been strong, her anger has always been what has fueled her, she used to pride herself on her aggressive nature. She closes her eyes as she remembers the night that she found out the news that her dear friend GG had felt betrayed by the actions of a mutant named Hawk. GG, her best friend, felt hurt..never before having friends or being close to anyone but her family she immediately took GG in as one of her own, and vowed to protect her no matter what. Her breathing deepens as she remembers the fight with Hawk, feeling betrayed by one of her own members of the Church, she remembers being furious, throwing her pin to the ground at his feet and walking away. Later that night as she stood on a corner out near Haven still furious, she tried to tell Wicked and Jortek of her actions when three demons approached them. One demon immediately began to tell her how she should bow down to him, being the women she was, she felt the need to tell him that she bowed down to nobody as she drew her blades. She winces bringing a hand to her chest where a scar was still in place touching it softly, her anger clouded her thoughts and her blades had failed her... she was killed that night. Luck would have it Jortek, a now dear and very special angel to her, brought her back, telling her it was not yet her time to pass.. She stood there motionless as she watched her brother and Jortek fight to defend her honor. As always a crowd formed, bringing out those that were curious to what was going and those that just liked to watch blood be shed, including the demon, Janvier, himself. Not sure what happened after that, her memory fogged, she remembers looking back to see her brother walking off with Janvier, weak she did nothing but settle into a bench nearby. She rolls over on to her side tucking her knees to her death shaking slightly as she remembers waking up from that bench to see Wicked walking off with one of Janvier's faithful messangers Dio, as she stabled her self on her feet she ran after them only to approach them as Wicked falls to Dio's feet. She stood there motionless, letting fear and pain consume her as she watched Dio carve into Wicked's back a message from Janvier. Eventunally snapping out of it she went to Dio confronting him of his actions she verbally attacked him, demanding to know what had happened, Dio calm and without emotion simply advised her that he was delivering a message from Janvier and if there were any further questions she would have to contact him directly. She shivers again slightly, the blanket no longer providing warmth as it usually did, she remembers deciding that she would do just that. Not long after she approached Janvier on the street furious, wanting to make him pay for what had happened to her dear brother. Janvier being the cocky demon he was didn't pay much mind to her and eventually just walked off, but not before reassuring Vish and CJ that what had happened to Wicked was mearly for his entertainment.

She curls herself into a tighter ball her body trembling as she continues to reflect on everything that had happened, wishing to herself that she had more control of her anger. She sought Janvier out, how stupid could she be, to think that she could proposition the son of the devil. She knew that she would have to get his attention somehow, and the only thing at the time she could think of was using herself, confident in her fighting skills she cornered Janvier on the street telling him of a proposition she would like to make. Janvier intrigued listened to her.. "Janvier, I would like to make a proposition with you.. a fight... If I win, you shall leave myself and all of my family alone... and if you win, spare my life and you may do what you want with me" In the back of her mind she knew there was no way she could loose to such a dark soul, her heart was to strong to let her. She softly begins to cry as she has flashbacks of the fight as she remembers being thrown to her knees captured. She immediately gave up everything her only thought racing thru her mind at the time was who would care and protect her family as he quickly clamped a collar around her neck. Apparently word had spread of what had happened, it always does in Tox, there are eyes everywhere, nothing is kept secret... she crys harder as flashbacks of her brother coming for her return .. Her back to her brother, unable to look him in the face, she remembers words being exchanged, Janvier getting angered, the next thing she new she was at her brothers feet the collar broken on the ground.. Janvier's last words stating she would pay. She cried harder as she realizes that even now today Janvier still looks for her, threatening her family, all because of a stupid mistake she made. She looks up as tears run down her face she is greatful for The Righteous and their ability to forgive and understand as she softly fingers her pin on her shirt, but as she stands she knows that this is not a fight they should be burdoned with, she needed to do something to fix the problem, she knew that the time has come for her to protect her family once again... She turns taking one final last look out into the ocean as she walks back towards the church to find her family.

Thursday, April 17, 2008

Docking in Toxia

My family has traveled for years, searching, hoping, wishing.... I look around the dock of the newest city in our travels, wondering if finally this would be where we would find all the answers we were looking for. I look behind me to see Wicked slowly climbing out stretching as he turns to pull his devoted wife CJ to the dock with him. Devi her normal cheery self bounces out of the boat excited. My legs still shaking from so much time at sea I look around and frown... I re-adjust the straps on my shoulders making sure my blades were still secure.. the feelings I was getting from this new city were not pleasent. Wicked approaches resting a reassuring hand on my shoulder "Vish, this is the city that many have referred us to, try not to look so uneasy" I turn to him "Look around Wicked, this does not look like its going to be easy.." he laughs softly "I know Vish, I know.. but we have to try.. we wont find the vampire that killed our parents by staying in one place." I settle back trying to reassure myself as Wicked goes to check on CJ and Devi, that maybe, just maybe this would be the place where we could finally bring peace to our family by finding our parent's killer, but somehow I knew, a deep hearted feeling, that this place, Toxian City.. would bring so much more...


Several Months later:

Sitting at the edge of her bed she holds her head in her hands... taking a deep breath she slowly stands her body aching from to many battles in the past few weeks. She slowly slides on her boots clicking each strap into place, she lifts her heavy blades and straps them onto her back. She stops and turns before walking out the door, slowly dusting off a mirror, she looks at herself, wondering if soon she would even be able to recognize herself. She turns and looks down her violent purple eyes scanning the floor, she kicks a mouse aside as she walks out the door. She turns and walks down the street and heads towards the Church, the new place her family calls home.. She keeps her pace steady almost at a jog, knowing her life was in danger as she passes every corner and dark alley never knowing when someone from the Shadows or the Pack may pop up to try and make their day...or lunch with her. Since becoming a member of the Righteous Vish and her family have trained frequently, their fighting skills increased.. CJ training as a healer and Devi training with the Omega. She shakes her head still unsure of exactly what role Devi is playing, but she trusts the Omega.

Not weeks earlier, she pledged her devotion to her family and the protection of her sweet innocent sister Devi to one of the Omega's.. Poncho. Promising that no matter what happens, she would be there to scarafice herself for her sister, even if that meant giving up her own life. Now as she continues to the Church, she wonders if she would be able to uphold her promise. Her mind racing, flashbacks... She had made foolish decisions, some of which could possibly jeopardized her family and now all she wanted to do was fix what she had screwed up. She groans softly to herself as she has a flashback of making a deal with the son of the devil Janvier. She never should of taken such moves, she should of waited to consult her family, but being the hot headed aggressive one she was she thought she could fix the situation with her swords.. sighing she realized she was wrong. Her pace slowed as she approached the church, the large wooden doors once again, as always providing sanctuary. She breathes a sigh of relief knowing that she would find her brothers and sisters of the Righteous inside and no matter what happens, they would be there to fight side by side with her. She walks in the door and looks around a smile appearing on her face as she sees Wicked and CJ talking silently in the corner with each other safe inside the church, her newest friend a sweet and gentle neko GG twitching her tail looking bored and a plethra of angels, vampires and demons alike all wearing the gold pin pledging their allegiance. She walks quickly up to GG, "Any updates?" GG lets out a quick purr and looks up hearing her dear friends voice she smiles as she shakes her head "Its been a slow day" nodding she turns to head outside to try and watch the street, scared that at any moment, her life or the life of her family would be taken from her.

Once again..

Okay, so I stopped doing this whole blog thing back in 2006... but after sitting back in my comfy computer chair... its time to wash out and start over.. Yes..Yes.. that means I will start to blog again but this time its going to be about something completely different. My life.. while playing Second Life. I know this sounds weird.. maybe off kilter, but I have learned since I started playing this game in October in 2007 that its a whole different breed of players compared to those that play the regular mmo's. For those of you who don't know what Second life is? Go to http://www.secondlife.com/ ... look it up from there.

Anyways, I created a character in SL (second life) one day after watching an episode of Gossip Girl on CW (the new WB), they advertised that you could play along with the show.. so I decided to check it out. I originally made this character.. something something Gossipgirl. I wandered around one sim in Second life completely lost... I was like huh. Then I ran into some other avi (avatar) and they told me there really was so much more.. After traveling around to a few different sims (zones) I soon realized that if I was going to stick with this game, this second life. A new Avi would need to be created.. there is no way that I could go around with a name like that... Thats when Vish (with holding her full name) was created...

I'm going to give you a quick run down of everything thats been going on since November of 2007 when I created Vish. Like everyone when they first start a game they feel like a complete N00b. Let me tell you... it shows.. in SL.. it REALLY Shows when your new. Your avi is basic, almost like a barbie doll. You have generic hair and clothes. Now let me explain one thing to you about SL, and this is probably the reason why I love it so much. With the in game money system you can purchase skins (to change your avi's skin appearance), shapes (to change how your avi is shaped), Hair (omg... if you only knew how many different styles of hair there is), clothes (oh yes the clothes shopping is amazing...) shoes, jewelry, everything and anything you can think of to make your avatar the way you want it to be. Exactly the way you want it to be. I'll include pictures in later blogs..

So Anyways, I created Vish, and now several months later I couldn't be happier with her appearance... at 6'3 sultry dirty blonde with a full body tattoo and lip piercings she is everything I wish I could be in real life. Now in the Second Life community you can either cash in real money for Linden dollars or you can get a job in SL itself to make the Lindens to pay for your clothes, your accessories, your home, your shopping habits, etc. On a community thriving on peoples sexual natures I decided to use it to my advantage, I got a job as a female dancer. My friends laugh and poked fun, I shoke my head. They didn't understand. Its not like I was personally taking off my clothes, all I was doing was clicking with my mouse.. It was fun while it lasted but I soon got bored with it.. I realized there was better things I could do with my time.

I became and currently still DJ for nightclubs, I still love to DJ and missed working for W00t Radio so this really fits my cup of tea in SL. I have made alot of friends along the way, met alot of crazy ass folks, and made like my dear friends in the J-Force, a bond with the people I play with on a daily basis.

Now and almost every day I have decided to move on in SL to something I never ever thought I would do. Roleplay... All those years making fun of Roleplayers on Virtue in City of Heroes, here I am one of them... and I love it. Currently Vish is in a Combat based Role Playing Sim and I am having more fun with the ever changing story lines and constant battles then I have in a long time with any other mmo I've played. On that note.. This blog is now to document Vish's travels in Toxia (the RP sim) and her ooc (out of character) life in SL. There is so much to this game that alot of people don't understand and I hope to try and elaborate thru my travels in SL what exactly goes on in the life of an avi....